Memory Loo At Its Finest

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Aryan — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:42:06 +0000

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Aryan — Fri, 29 May 2009 21:20:12 +0000

Some poem I wrote some time ago.. ENJOY

I wish I’m with you
So I can cry my heart out
So you can wipe my tears away
And tell me that it’s okay..

I wish I could hear your voice
So I could wake up in this dream
This dream that is a nightmare
And tell me that it will be okay..

I wish I could feel your kiss
So I could savour the taste of your lips
Your lips that so much I miss..

I wish I could be there with you
While you wrap me in your arms
While you hug me so tight
Telling me that you’ll never let go..

I wish you’d say you love me
I wish you’d say you need me
Because I love you
Because I need you
Because I am YOU.

Whatever happens, remember this:

I am yours forever.

I wish you’re mine, too.

Scorching Heat

Aryan — Thu, 28 May 2009 20:51:41 +0000

Cutie pie, stop staring at my cleavage.

HAHA! That was what I thought about blurting out while I was at McDo kanina. The guy on the counter (he’s Pinoy, too) kept on looking at my necklace, ehrm, cleavage. Buti nalang hindi sya nagkamali sa pagbigay ng order namin.

Anyways.

Pretty much a day like any other, just added a bit of spice into it. The heat was scorching outside, and good thing my headache didn’t bug me. I had a migraine attack two days ago.. It was a nightmare. Ang sarap sarap ng food sa resto tapos hindi ko nakain ng maayos. I tried eating the veggie salad, but to no avail – I just gagged it twenty minutes after. Ack.

And yes, I’m still looking for a job. I can’t wait to spend money. Joke. I wanna go to the beach and have my own escapade – away from my parents! Haha. I couldn’t fucking wait.

So hello, employers?? Hire me! LOL!

Et voilà!

Aryan — Wed, 27 May 2009 13:08:22 +0000

Hurrah!! I suddenly remembered my username here! HAHA!

I’m gonna use theninjagehl for blog advertising purposes.. and make a comeback here in wordpress HAHA. What the heck, I’m really bored right now so I might as well bring my blog back from the dead.

So yes..gotta bounce.. gotta take a bath first and then I’ll figure out what to do next

Toodles!

Panic

Aryan — Mon, 18 May 2009 16:16:00 +0000

Eh.

Since my nth pc is broken again, and I’m quite bored, can’t help but blog. I still enjoy plurking, but sometimes, when the conversation’s pace is too fast, I can’t really follow. Haha.

Throughout my blogging life, I used to say how miserable my life is, how sad I am.. blah blah. I don’t know. Was I too young, then? When I reached this age, when I started to work for money, did things that are against my parents’ volition, I suddenly realized that I needed to grow. My life is moving so slow. Someone told me, “when your life moves so slow, it means you don’t do anything.” Well, apparently, his life is so fast-paced that I really have a hard time catching up.

*I missed this – spilling my guts.*

I still think that life is still hard, well, honestly I wish it’d be easier for me. I’ve spent too much time sulking and making my life more miserable than it already is, and I think it’s about time for me to go and make a move… But then, I also wish I have more supportive parents, more reliable … and well, more caring? Because being with yourself all your life doesn’t help. I am too immature, sometimes selfish and caught up in my own ‘dilemmas’. I don’t ask for advices, I don’t ask for their help… and when the time comes that I’m down, I only have myself.

I just wish I could tell them what I feel, or ask them for help. Because right now, I feel so lost… So lost and confused.

And I assure you, when you’re the same age as mine – you’ll start to panic.

Milkshake

Aryan — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 12:45:00 +0000

Hahaha hurraaaah I’m updating!! *Wala naman nagbabasa* )

Okay, soooo I don’t know what to blog right now. Hindi kasi private to eh kaya hindi ako makapagblog ng mga kahindik-hindik! ) Hahaha!

So anyways. I was just home yesterday, did movie marathons amidst the negative vibes that were washing over me. Wala ako magawa kundi manood ng movie, magRestaurant City at intayin lumipas ang oras.. Isama pa ang ang paghihintay kung may magtetext o tatawag sa cellphone ko. Ang pangit naman kasi ng panahon kaya hindi ako makapaglakwatsa eh! Hahaha.

Ano pa ba..

Wala na ako maisip! Pupunta nalang ako sa McDo ngayon at makapagmilkshake!
Toodles!

Nagbabalik Loob

Aryan — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:39:00 +0000

I honestly don’t know why I’m blogging right nao. Really, really gone were the days where I blog everyday, every week and so on. I feel a noob right nao.

This is Plurk’s fault. Haha. It was no hassle, just microblogging. No blog-hopping. Hahaha. Yes, I’m lazy that way.

Okay, so why am I attempting to resume my old blogging life? Glenna told me so. Hahaha, also some people, I guess. I wanna reconnect with them? Nawww I dunno anymore. Hahaha.

Okay I’m hyper right now. Must be the sugar?

Lol.

Welcome back to my lazy ass!

DEAF.

Aryan — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 00:21:00 +0000

I just got home approximately 30 minutes ago from the ‘The All-American Rejects’ concert tour. I’m quite satisfied with the way they perform. I pretty much enjoyed the show despite the fact that they didn’t sing Another Heart Calls (which is my favourite track from the new album) but they did sing Swing Swing and It Ends Tonight. I was freakishly annoyed at first because of the front acts, I didn’t enjoy them that much. Kahit na sobrang lakas ng sound system, naghihikab ako sa boredom. Pero sulit pa rin dahil unang kanta agad yung Swing Swing

And daaaaaamn, he is sooooo gay! Yea, the vox! He surprised me by wearing skinny crayola pants – RED/PINKISH – beige boots, a net-like sando-top and a beige scarf tied around his neck ) He is so cute!! Grabe sobrang tili ang ginawa ko nung nagumpisa sya kumanta. Lalo na yung mga F words nya! Hahaha. Grabehan talaga!!

Okay. So bingi pa rin talaga ako. Saka na kwento. HAHAHA! Gusto ko lang magupdate!

Yes, another one.

Aryan — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 21:10:00 +0000

I don’t have anything to do with my life now. HAHAHA. I made another blog, a public one. The private one is password protected, so if we’re not close enough, you wouldn’t be able to read it. HAHAHA. RIGHT.

Lemme see.
Top reasons why I made a new one:

* I’m bored.
* I want something new.
* I’m bored again.
* I wanna rant some crazy rants.
* Yes, I’m bored, over and over again.

I know I should stop bumming around, plurking all day or just loitering around the city in winter time with different people.. I should search for a job instead. Masama na naman tingin ng dad ko sa laptop ko, which, FYI, he didn’t buy.. sa phone ko, also, he didn’t buy.. at sa internet connection namin sa bahay, which he doesn’t pay. ) My brother does. So, grabehan ano? Kakatawa.

I know this may sound weird, but my dad always tells us na hindi kami papakainin ng technology, kasi wala na daw kami ginawa *with kami he really means AKO, whatsmyname again* kasi nga I’m a bum and just earn money for my own sake ) Kumusta naman un? Oo na nga tamad na nga ako, pero hello? Eh kaya nga sya andyan eh, para sustentuhan ako. Anak naman nya ako eh. I know crooked ang dahilan ko, kaso naman, kelangan ba palaging sermon galore at ulit ulitin na wag ako maging technology dependent? Anong magagawa ko? Generation ko to eh. Dito ako masaya.

Sa online world, dito ako minsan komportable. Kasi andito yung mga taong handang makinig, andito yung mga taong may pakelam sa mundo, hindi lang nila alam kasi nga nakaharap sa computer, andito yung mga taong minsan, hindi mo akalain, sila yung totoong kaibigan mo. Naku, palibhasa kasi hindi siya marunong eh. Nakakairita lang!

Minsan gusto ko na lang isigaw sa kanya na pabayaan na nga ako sa buhay online ko. Eto ang comfort zone ko eh. Kesa naman makinig lang ng makinig sa sermon nyang isang misa na yata ang inihaba. Juice ko pong pinya. Wala na yata ako natutunan sa kanya kundi ang isipin kung paano ko papayamanin ang sarili ko eh. Kumusta naman. Kumusta. naman. yun.

Nako nako. Lumalabas na ang irita ko. Ititigil ko na muna to. =)) HAHAHA.
See you!

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